phonecalls & postcards = poor substitution for friendships
either:
A)i'm crazy
B)everyone else is crazy
C)we're all crazy
i haven't felt this alienated from the world since i was a kid. and kids are supposed to feel alienated, because they're small, stupid, and all they know of society is what their parents let them. i walk around the street with this hostility and anger not directed at anything except all of the ambiguous characters i pass by and have disconnected moments that result from not acknowledging other living beings until it is completely unavoidable. to be honest, even when i was most comfortable with it, i never saw myself really fitting into the world the way most people do. i totally thought i could be normal for a second, what was i thinking.
A)i'm crazy
B)everyone else is crazy
C)we're all crazy
i haven't felt this alienated from the world since i was a kid. and kids are supposed to feel alienated, because they're small, stupid, and all they know of society is what their parents let them. i walk around the street with this hostility and anger not directed at anything except all of the ambiguous characters i pass by and have disconnected moments that result from not acknowledging other living beings until it is completely unavoidable. to be honest, even when i was most comfortable with it, i never saw myself really fitting into the world the way most people do. i totally thought i could be normal for a second, what was i thinking.
posted by fusselman's rabbit at 5:27 PM
3 Comments:
now i just come up with excuses not to be.
Ya, alienation......damn....it kind of sucks when you dont even know what your alienated from, or even think that your alienated from anything, yet continue to foster feelings of alienation. Well, i digress, the times they are a changing. Just remember, The center can not hold. Entropy is imminent in all structures (that does not mean that new structures will not replace the old that try to reproduce the same effects, but some might define that as the same structure), though thats overly dogmatic, but none the less, i feel it captures everything in its movement quite nicely, as far as my preception of everything goes. Well remember me and chase will come with numchuks one day and fly to the moon!
the previous post was a delusional skech of fragmented thoughts. Dont take anything from it, though what will be schematized will be.. Well, im off to visit some of downtown chicago..
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